leap of faith?

after a couple of really rough nights. lots of eye vomiting.. we decided to give it a try.

it was too hard for me to turn away from him. and he didn't want to let me walk away.

he asked for me to come see him in perth to meet his parents and let him show me how committed he is to me.

i'm nervous. and i don't even know if my parents would let me go. i've never been away from them other than boot camp. and that was such a mission to get my dad to let me go...

this should be very interesting.

*nervous*

nobody really wants to be alone

that aching tug in your heart

got some pretty.. shocking news today.. don't really know how to react to it all..

how do you give up when it's everything you've ever wanted?