i find myself getting really irritated and frustrated easily lately.. i can't tell if it's uni stress.. house renovations… or just.. life in general.. seems like the only thing i have control of are my nails..
at least.. the plumber is coming tomorrow to install the toilets and replace all the taps.. then the carpets are coming in right after.. so that's huge progress at least.. (on top of the fact that i've been looking at adoption places for a kitten or rabbit.. and the penis is starting to look for furniture.. which is highly excitable..)
i really can't wait to move out. yes there will be a lot of responsibilities that he and i will face that we probably haven't before.. but we all have to at some point.. and i'd much rather go through it with him.
.:WARNING RANT AHEAD:.
people who play favourites shit me to no end.
the penis' mom… fucken.. asdfgh*
she has two sons!! how is it that she can pay more attention to one than the other?! and if you're going to do that why the fuck have more than one child for?!
we usually all have dinner separately.. the brother eats last cause he usually has his tit milk after the gym.. whatever.. but she legit brings food into his room for him.. =="
fine.. ok whatever.. but yesterday.. she was complaining to the husband that there was no meat left in the stew.. only vegetables.. and she was aggro because she thought the brother hadn't eaten yet.. little does she know the fucker was the first to eat.. worried that he hadn't had enough.. she cuts a slice of pie for him.. and brings it into his room for him.. i can't even..
at first i thought it was because she probably thinks since i'm there i can be the one to do it for him.. but it's always been like this. regardless of whether or not i was in the picture. whenever she has a chore she needs help with.. she only ever tells the penis to do it.. never the older brother.. which is so incredibly unfair! it makes me feel so sorry for him.. and worry he would feel.. unloved or neglected.. (this makes me worry a little about whether or not i want to be a parent..)
uni is the same.. i should actually be doing my assignment and reading my chapters right now.. but i really can't be bothered to right now.. it'll just go through one ear and out the other.. (must be the monday blues.. except.. i seem to get said blues every day of the week)
anyway.. my NOTD.. very uninspired.. and i'm kind of obsessed with this glitter topper at the moment.
for this mani i used China Glaze For Audrey and Under The Boardwalk for the gradient topped off with Smudged Polish Phrenology Freak
wore my mid rings to class today.. i didn't really get them in the beginning.. but they've definitely grown on me. i got these from Lovisa