girl date with le bestie today
lunch at Moo Burgers
sweet stop at CoCo Noir
a pitt stop at illamasqua for some color and all in all a good day out :)
--tomorrow is the anniversary of when he left for singapore.. and it's hitting me pretty hard. for a while it didn't come up. and i haven't thought about it much.. till our fight when he was in sydney. it's been the root of all our arguments and frustrations. sometimes i wonder.. if i can't get over it.. we will never truly be happy.
i'm about 2 glasses of wine in.. and i'm a little woozy. but still coherent. emotions at its peak though.. especially with my lady visitor... i don't know what to do.. i'm just.. angry and upset all the time lately. maybe i'm stressed with assessments and exams. or maybe i'm in denial about all the problems he and i have and have yet to fix. idk. it's just a mind fuck. i don't know how i'm going to get through the rest of this year...
but.. i'll take whatever moment of happiness i can take for now. and take it as it comes.